I swear to god people, after this I am never EVER posting another journal.

47 FUCKING JOURNAL ENTRIES from you guys. Holy shit talk about lag trying to read and delete those motherfuckers.

75 Dev's.

Let's just blow up my computer thanks.

Thats what I get for being away so long. Oh and, about two fucking comments on my art. *grumble*

I'm going fucking madd looking at these numbers.

Anywho. Sorry for the extremely rude ranting. I'm under ALOT of stress and, it's getting the better of me.

Before I moved, I got straight A's, now I've managed straight F's.
But, it's so hard. I lost my best freinds in the move, I've been sick alot, I'm not used to the homework load and the standards are higher here.

And I'm loving all the freinds that I have here. That's my main problem. I had two freinds for about 6 years at my old school, and now the whole school loves me here.
I open my mouth more than I move a pencil. And, well, frankly it's getting the best of me. So is the internet. Instead of homework I go onto IMVU, AIM, Dev and Gaia and blow my whole night, then I go to bed not accomplishing one bit of homework.

I just cant do it anymore.
It's not worth being called a failure, and a discrase to the family.
So...I'm letting go of Dev until I can form some good work habits.
Dont plan on that being any time soon.

So, that settles my internet problem. Then theres the social. If I have to wear duct tape I will. But, I'm not going to.
I'm going to ask my teachers [in the classes where I'm near freinds] to move me. Or something like that. And I'm removing some of my IM servers from my computer, and blocking the websites that I go to the most. Including Dev.

I have to do it, or I'll end up in Summer School, and I'll stay back.
I dont want that to happen.

I regret not waking up earlier. It's third quarter and, I'm in so deep, I dont even think that I can pull myself out.

And for my freinds, I'm going to be trying to not talk to you for a while, most likely until the summer.
If it means that I get to bring my grades up then, I'm gonna do it.
I'm sorry.

So guys, wish me luck. I really, really need it.

-Bella
<3
Love to you all.

Your gonna love this.

I have a butt load of funny MCR vid's saved on my computer right from you tube.
And I thought, it would be kinda cool, to throw em up here, so.....here we go.

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Gerard makes some really funny/cute faces here. Frank dosent answer correctly, and Bob....I dont think hes awake, and, hes very confused.

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Here we learn about their inspiration, and what turns them on, and what they fear.
Does Bob have a slipper fettish? Hmm....

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Underwear? Nuff said.....

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So he's a little drunk, but from what I think, one of the first lines is the best quote EVER from him.

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Read the bottom at the end and you'll find out what Gerard get's for a gift. xD

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I only like this for the ending.


Those are just a few, which one is your fav?
-Bella

Okay
Soooo my first story sucked.
I KNOW.
geesh.
Dont over flow it with comments..
[sarcastic]

So I wrote a new one. And, this one, I like. Yesh I do!
It had a whole story line that I thought up this morning when I squited a lemon in my eye. No joke.

So, I ran up to my room, and began writing this. It's gonna be bloody. It's gonna be funny. It's gonna be......yummy?
Awe I cant think of nuthing else that it will be that would rhyme with bloody and funny.

xD

So, please go comment.
I will comment all of your photo's [even if I already have].

Some people worth mentioning.







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:iconBellaBallistc:
oh hey...haha thats me.

I know there are more. But I, for some reason, cannot find them. So, hoosah, you will be mentioned in later journal entries.

G'day my piggies..
<3 you all
Bella

It's Friday.
Very close to the end of our Winter Break.
*sigh*

I've been playing "Sphinx and the Cursed Mummy" alot.
Kris watched me freak out every time I died on...umm...I forget the day.
But she did non the less.
I played that game on PS2 but lost it, then bought it for x-box and now it's being mean and wont let me win.
><
rawr


I did get a new camera though, so I'll be taking some more pictures to put up.
Yay.
<3 huggles and loves
-Bella

hhahahahaha, dude..its a llama!




The 7 deadly sins:
•Patriotism
•Homophobia
•Racial Intolerance
•Parental Guidance
•Violence
•rap and hip hop music
•Sobriety

I found this in some random persons sig.
And thought-"Dude, like, thats amazing."

On another note.
-Homophobia is not a fear.
If it is, I'm afraid of homophobics.
=]

MCR is amazing.
People need to understand this.
Their favorite bands are cool to.
But MCR rawks.
End of story.