It's been a year since I've been on here?!?!?!!?!?

. _ .


Wow.

You can only imagine the amount of Devs and Messages I have. /facedesk


Dang nabbit.

I'm writing a story called Hunt.
I don't know if I'm going to post it here, but it is on my mibba account.
I love that site.

I know I havent been on in a while, but I was wondering if anyone could do me a favor.
I need a couple of drawings of my characters.
Three to be exact.

Elizabeth Lovelace
Miles Stratford
Meagen Bergen

If anyone would like to draw them for me, message me, or comment me and I'll look at your art work.


Descriptions:
Elizabeth Lovelace:
Seventeen
5'3
115 lbs
Curvy
Deep red hair, down to her bust line.
Brilliant green eyes.
Facial structure: :thumb82666655:
Her hair is usualy down, pin straight, she has bangs that go past her nose. She wears them to the side.
I would love to have her with a...vacant kind of look.

Miles Stratford:
Looks Seventeen
6'4
159lbs
Jet back hair, medium length, scruffy
Brilliant blue eyes.
facial and body structure: :thumb60048257:
I want him with a smirk. :]

Meagen Bergen
Looks sixteen
5'9
Long dirty blonde hair
dark olive green eyes
125lbs
features: :thumb65770548:
She's basically evil. No one knows unitl later in the story.


Oh and yeah, this means that my writers block is gone.
YAY!!
:]

I've been digging like a mad man, attempting to dig some sort of verbal creativity out from inside me.
What's worse is I have so much to write about, but I can't get it down into words, something that actually sounds convincing and important.
Something that dosent make me look like a medioker writer attempting their first song, or even poem.

It's like all of my creativity has been locked up somewhere in my brain and someone else has the key, or its hidden somewhere that I can't find.

I need something to unlock this creativity block.
Something to help.
Lately, everytime my pen touches paper anything that comes out sounds like absolute shit.


Anyone have a spare key they could lend me?

Yes, I have resulted in just talking jibberish. Or whichever. .... ._.

Moving one.

So I was desperatly hoping that maybe the Christmas joy and love thing would swarm over me this year as it always does and lift my spirits so I woulden't feel run down from everything.
But, no.
Aunt had to go and be a jerk.
People had to do total 360's and slap me in the face.

But whichever, I'm trying to keep optimistic [God damnit I know I can't spell.] and hopefully keeping an open mind will keep me sane.
Ahaha, aha, ah. ><

So basically all art has been kept on a stand still lately, even though I have been getting better, plus I got me some new colored pencils. And photography has yet to cease. I just need a better camera before I upload anything.
I think I'm getting one for Christmas. :3


Well, its like, 6:42 AM and mum told me not to bother getting ready because I'm going to the doctors. Oh well.
>]

<3
xoxoxo

Bella Ballstic


---Expect great things after Christmas---

Just uploaded a ton of shit.

Hope it's okay.

Blah.
I've been so tierd.

Still working on-
The story.
[No name yet]

Going to bed now.

Later.